[].USED TO LOVE YOU.[]

because i say so ......

2012-02-15T00:58:00.000-08:00

I would like to take this time, just to apologize,
The way you see me now and what I am inside,

I loved you
Said it so many times
That it became a blur,
I'm sure that hearing it hurts,
Of all the pain you had,
I'm the worst.

you did not mean it,
you did not know,
to love me or to let me go,
I was wrong , blame me all .
but for now i just want to wish us

happy 1year 5 months ..

16th ...

2012-01-15T00:55:00.000-08:00

Dear sweetboy ..

here's my letter Writing to you
coz my life has gotten a lot better
coz I know you'll be there for me
no matter the weather

So many things I've never known I will learn from you
I'll find reason in your words that are tried and true

You are my miracle
You are  just like the air I breathe
You, heart of my heart,

I just wanna say
thanks for being there for me everyday
 You made me stronger to continue the fight
  
 Thank you for the rest no matter what it is...


happy 16mnths ridhwan matin . . .
 

Siti Nordiana tak upaya menangis lagi

2012-01-04T09:28:00.000-08:00

2012 ...

2012-01-01T09:14:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 2012 !!!

Its 15th .. ..

2011-11-15T05:33:00.000-08:00

Its 14th on the 15th .. ... ..

//Doaku Untukmu Sayang -Wali Band

kau mau aku apa, pasti kan ku beri
kau minta apa, akan ku turuti
walau harus aku terlelap dan letih
ini demi kamu sayang

aku tak akan berhenti
menemani dan menyayangimu
hingga matahari tak terbit lagi
bahkan bila aku mati
ku kan berdoa pada Ilahi
tuk satukan kami di surga nanti

tahukah kamu apa yang ku pinta
di setiap doa sepanjang hariku
Tuhan tolong aku, tolong jaga dia
Tuhan aku sayang dia

(Tuhan tolong aku, jaga jaga dia
Tuhan ku pun sayang dia)

thankyou for fetchd me from school & spent your night with me @ my punggol dot dot ..
& thankyou for the kfc , my craving fullfilld again !

i love you dear . . .

A Date with You .. ..

2011-11-10T05:12:00.000-08:00

after batam trip with love . i took mc on tuesday not fellng well tho.

as for wednesday .
went out with love again . met at ion down to shaw house had our macDonald for late lunch then off to movie . As love insistd to wacth the change up . yes we did ! funny movie ! well love njoid it can tell from hys face & LOL ! ^^

another with love ........... thank you sweetboy .

a trip

2011-11-08T11:57:00.000-08:00

night at batam with love

if last year raya haji . i celebrate with love . morning my granparent crib
at night hys granparent place.
but this year !
we both at batam !
Qurban at kampong
for my very 1st tyme & i forced myself
"tempat orang selesa kan diri"
i went with my brother actly .
& love gt me out from the hotel at night & we all
jalan jalan carik pasal !
thank you love & hys family !
had fun there tho i fell sick !

today ............

2011-09-15T04:15:00.000-07:00

today .....
last year 15092010
Our very 1st picture
since the day i met you . i fall for you . i love you just the way you are .
the memories still fresh in my heart & soul

& today.....
15092011
our 1 year anniversary .

i love you ridhwan matin . i need you in my life .

thank you for the loves
thank you for the hugs
thank you for the times
thank you for always with me
my crankyness
my good & bad
pardon me for all those trouble .
because youre the
only guy that never failed to hurts me & argue with me
now & then
but my heart keep coming back for you
same goes to you .
i did the same mistakes

you still want me the way i am .
i still need you & us

happy 1year ayang !

I Did It For You

2011-09-05T23:05:00.000-07:00

youre more den my everything.

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY SWEETBOY
RIDHWAN MATIN

been 16days not see-ing you.
missing you badly
but today
im the happiest girl to see & spend times with
you my sweetboy .

my wish & my doa,
may allah bless you your family &
our love dear .
thankyou for everything .
thankyou for always tahan with my non sen ! bahh

for my very 1st tyme , made cupcakes for you dear .

ride for you

2011-08-15T21:54:00.000-07:00

being without you I can't imagine
It's just to close to the heart
And I won't stand it if were broken apart
There aint no ifs, buts, or maybes,
I'm gonna stay down and ride for you baby

HAPPY 11 MONTHS RIDHWAN MATIN

MY 21st BIRTHDAY WITH YOU

2011-07-04T23:01:00.000-07:00

Been 3years in a row , i celebrate my birthday `single & mingle around .. `

But this year today 04/07/2011 monday .

MY 21ST BIRTHDAY

im happy to tell the world that . my day && time well spent with my one && only ridhwan matin ... i love him more & more . thankyou for the beautiful day thankyou for the present im loving it & thankyou for the Nur Kasih movie .

no metter what baby youre my only boo .

crazy moment with you . i love your sexy lipppzz bby

thankyou sayang im so touched

im loving it

Only You

2011-06-22T22:44:00.000-07:00

No matter how many times we fell apart
how many times we argue
how many times you scoldd me
how many times i said i hate you
my heart keep coming back to you
i love you
love you so much
Ridhwan Matin
but Y izit so hard for you to understand me , my situation .
i wish you knew that ,
i want you , the old you . i want my old ridhwan matin.
i miss him so much .
my heart says i need him now & forever .
im sorry at a time i made things worst .
im sorry i hurts you now & then .
im sorry if im not the type that you searching for .
im sorry if youre not happy with me .
im sorry my love

us.

2011-06-15T02:01:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 9MONTHs SAYANG .

it was sweet & time well spent with you just now..
a couple of hours before our monthsry .
thank you.
&& thank you for taking me to your work place.
i know youre upset .
aftr 5 years of working you just gt promoted & you have to leave all those memories behind .. itsok bby ..
rezki kat ane2 kite bole carik .
i`ll pray for you ok dear..

i love you ridhwan matin

Distance ....

2011-05-15T09:04:00.000-07:00

For the very 1st time , youre not here with me ....
but still
i wanna say
happy 8 months ridhwan matin .

i miss you soo muchh ..
we just met 8 months ago and now i can't imagine living without you.
do you ever think of what am i thinking dear ?.

im loving you now always & forever ok chuky !

B!Rk3N$+Ock

2011-05-14T06:43:00.000-07:00

hawt sexy !

i just like the colour

if boyF wearing this ,, gosh ! cute ok!

Lime Green babyy

wish to ownn dis drama !

2011-04-05T16:49:00.000-07:00

I Miss You

I miss the perfect way
my hand fit into yours
the smile on your face
when you looked into my eyes.

I miss the way you held me
tight as if not to let me go
the way your voice sounded
when you told me i was beautiful.

I miss the way you wanted
to be with me all the time
the way a single text from you
would make me laugh and smile.

I'm sorry I never told you that
I want to be with you forever
I'm sorry I never told you that
you are everything for me.

ridhwan matin

2011-03-31T12:58:00.000-07:00

LATE AT NIGHT I SIT AND CRY
I JUST ASK MYSELF WHY

I MAKE YOU MAD I MAKE YOU SAD

NOW I’AM LONELY WITHOUT YOU I NEED YOU BAD

WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER
WE WOULD GO TO EVERYWHERE.

NOW WE ARE ~~SEPARATED~~ AND WE DON’T EVEN TALK

I MADE YOU CONFUSED I MADE YOU BLUE

BUT BABY MY WORLD DOES NOT TURN WITHOUT YOU

WE HAD OUR LITTLE STUPID FIGHTS

BUT WE WORKED THEM OUT TO MAKE THEM RIGHT

EVERYTHING WE SAID AND TALKED ABOUT IS GONE

I KNOW WHAT I DID WAS NOT RIGHT IT WAS WRONG

I SHOULD OF NEVER LET YOU GO I NEED YOU BY MY SIDE

I HAVE LOTS TIME FOR YOU BABY SO I WILL WAIT

I LOVE YOU WITH MY WHOLE HEART

I HOPE WE STAY CLOSE AND NEVER GROW APART

LOVE ALWAYS AND FOREVER

2011-03-30T23:36:00.000-07:00

I`m a liar because I wont tell you everything
I’m stupid because sometimes im wrong
I’m ugly because my face isn’t perfect
I’m a pushover because I like making people happy
I’m fake because I’m too nice
I’m weird because I’m not like you
I’m clingy because I don’t like to be alone
I’m insecure because I care about what people think of me.
I’m no fun because I'm not always hyper?
Don’t try to tell me who I am
Because I already know .

2011-03-28T23:47:00.000-07:00

If I hadn't met you,
I wouldn't like you.

If I didn't like you,
I wouldn't love you.

If I didn't love you,
I wouldn't miss you.

But I did,
I do, and I will.

thank you ridhwan matin .

2011-03-25T08:22:00.000-07:00

I can't write beautiful, lyrical poetry,
I can't put my words into perfect sentences,
I can't express all that is in my heart,
But somehow, "I love you"...
Says it all.

2011-03-24T03:14:00.000-07:00

I dont need me a basketball player
All I need is somebody thats down for me
And he dont have to have money
His love is just like honey
Its so sweet to me
He can have everything in this world
But he'll sacrafice it all for me
And I made up my mind
Im in love this time
And it feels so real

And I
Know that he wont break my heart
And I
Know that we wont ever part
Its time, time for us to settle down
And I
Wanna be with him forever

They can say that I am crazy
For makin him mah baby
But that's how it's gone be
See I done been through many changes
But this one I aint changing
It's gon' stay the same
I can have everything in this world
But I'll sacrafice it all for him
And I made up my mind
Im in love this time
And it feels so real

I love you
And all of the things that you do
Oh baby please
I need you (I need you)
So believe me (I do)
I do
Cause I love you (I love you)
And every lil thing baby (you do)
No no OoO whooOooa OooOo
They don't know how I feel
Cause I know this is real . . ..

2011-03-22T23:59:00.000-07:00

Monday filled with drama .

we didnt talk to each other for the whole day. because he was just too busy with his prac & yea .....

today , heck .
heavy rain in the morning & im having flu .. i was about to take mc but seems like we are having major fixture change so i decided not to absent myself .
trying to help her but she pissed me off .
scold me infront of my staff & cp`s staff .
she continue her lecture inside altroom before my lunch ..
she even scold arao san . omg !
what the hell wrong with her sia?
`prangai anjing` marina said .
i have no mood at all .
ive tried not to cry
but thanks, she put me in tears .
6.40pm clock out without telling her.
headed home 1st & the last time went home together with bro took train. huhux
since dinner was cancelld due to im not really sure .
cuzin & cinta @ my crib~
but i cannot play with cinta just now .
hacum pegi hacum balek . -_-''

i pray tomorrow gonna be a good day ...

2011-03-20T21:50:00.000-07:00

wasnt my day today

2011-03-15T01:01:00.000-07:00

♡ Dear, youre my king
and I'm your everyday queen
you mean a lot more to me
then all that money can bring
I want to be your everything
and you know you can be mine too

I'm going crazy just thinking about you
I'd spend all my time with you
cuz all I've got for you is nothing but love & time
my heart & soul to you

I want to cherish every moment with you
everything I've told you is true
I've got nothing but love for you
youre my one & only
SWEETBOY
and therefore I'll always & ferever love you.
thank you dear .
& ..

HAPPY 6MONTH RIDHWAN MATIN♡

peace upon you

2011-03-14T23:38:00.000-07:00

OMG im back !!!!!

ive been thru so many things for the past 6 months. yet alhamdulillah im still alive :P

&& As for today ,, i had a blast day with nenek naz && cuzin @ singapore zoo altho its rainyy~~
i saw BABOON pantat merah .. but never gt the chance to see butterfly & polar bear & more la .. heavy rain oiiyy~ done with all the monkeys && friends we head off to northpoint GV ,had our wendys && I AM NUMBER FOUR !! awee~~
for the pictures , cuzin & sis will upld it at FB so can go check it out later okaez ~

A DAY WITH THEM ..

2010-09-17T23:56:00.000-07:00

WEDNESDAY 15.09.2010

UNI QLO ION PEEPS♡ ...

ridzman crib`s =)

WELL ..

REALLY REALLY HAD GREAT TIME WITH UNI QLO PEEPS & LOVE ! THATS OUR 1ST TIME RAYA -ING TOGETHER!!

*AKU SENYOM PAI TELINGE LA OK ! *

:: " I HEARD ADE ORANG TU SAKIT HATI BILE DAPAT TAHU SAYE ADE KEKASIH BARU ! " PIANG ~

PARDON ME IM HAPPY WITH MY BABYLOVE NOW. HE GOT ME & I WONT LET HIM DOWN BECAUSE OF YOU OR ANYONE ELSE ! ADA PAHAM ? OK GOOD !

&& TO THOSE WHO CARES THANK YOU VERY NICE .

THANKS TO WHO YANG SEMANGAT OIY OIY TOOK OUR PICTUREZA LA KAN .

DA MACAM PENGANTIN BARU .

OUH &&& THANK YOU VERY THE NICE FOR GV US THAT NICK

PINKY COUPLE ! OMG !!! BAHHH !!

2010-09-15T03:01:00.000-07:00

::2010::

i dont wanna build spider webss here . . . so ~

.SELAMAT HARI RAYA

MAAF ZAHIR BATIN .

tak lambat kan ...

hee ~

hello Reader ! im kinda miss my blogg laaaa ehkk ...super dusty~

time check 2.46am ..

&& im still awake && im on the phone with my~~sweetboyy~~ ..

can i say that i miss you too & im falling for you now -_-"

piang ~

*mentel sey aku*

cant wait for raya outing later ..

UNI QLO PEEPS !

xtremely xtra xcited gtu oii ! piang piang ~

"mama YAH !!! i rcvd to msg la ehk .. noted ! thank you ! muaxx ~"

so random update ! BAHH .

will update more soon ,, takecare readers !

2010-08-10T22:57:00.000-07:00

kepada semua umat islam

selamat menjalani ibadah puasa .

semoga bulan ramadhan yang penuh barakah kali ini

amalan kita semua diberkati

kita sama-sama la ambil peluang ini dengan memperbanyakan lagi

pahale !

2010-08-09T01:47:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 45th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE .

2010-08-07T02:11:00.000-07:00

nice song ryte?

big day

2010-08-02T04:40:00.000-07:00

IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU MY LOVELY AUNT .

MAY ALLAH BLESS YOU & ABG WAN

I LOVE YOU

IM MISSING YOU NOW !!

CAN check all the picz @ my sis facebook !

Lagenda Budak Setan Official Trailer

2010-08-01T13:10:00.000-07:00

Somebody Anyone !!!

please i wanna watch this movie la !!

keep on repeating this song && i strted to cry !! gosshh!!!

Aisa Kyon Hota Hai - Ishq Vishk (w/eng subs)

2010-07-19T23:30:00.000-07:00

2010-07-17T23:56:00.000-07:00

6years of frenship still counting onn !!

Hello Readers !!

time check 23.56.

im so Xhausted !!

From tamp blk 894 to YIOP somewer near seletar !

Had great tymes with you guys !!

MASRURAH im soo gonna miss u aftr we had all those jokes & laugh !!

As for YIOP thnx for made me cry & notice of something .

ive done enough for my past !!

&& i guess i need more pahale in future ! heee.

here`s some picture taken for today !!

Goodnight world !

muaxx !

grown up .

2010-07-05T23:55:00.000-07:00

Had great tyme with my dear sue ! Went shoppng & karaoke ! wee~

over 5hrs of karaoke-ing ! wow !

never noe that she can rap rap la sia !

&& i never notice that i can do high high note gtu kn ! acey ~

thank you dear for everthing !!

Sunday 04.07.2010

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY TO ME !!

Went to Geylang shoppng here & there for nana wedding day ! BAH !!

thank you my love for the bday cake & tyme with them was blast !

i love my family !

Saturday 03.07.2010

went to causeway point with nenek , nana & lil bro !

SHOPPING !

no pic taken due to im not in the mood for camwhrng !

Friday02.07.2010

Celebrate my bday in advance with bestboyfrens !

Firdaus & Amad !

Thank you for the food the movie ECLIPSE

& the gift !!

had great friday night with this two bunny ! BAHH

im done .

2010-06-29T23:01:00.000-07:00

im done .

Hello Readers ! im suffering now . flu fever rock voice since friday . thanx to albert for passing me ur virus !! argh !
last sunday been 'chased out' by araosan from the store . coz i was lyke really² sick.
he insist me "you betta GO HOME NOW NAH! "
i was lyke play my role! to sue u noe i noe beb ! awee~
so took mc monday & today !! so the noneng my head yet im tired of sleeping .
lyke big fat pig sia !
so playing with my acer betta . sign on twitter ! awee~
im still new with twitter so ur guys dont gv me that evil laugh ehk !

btw thank you mama for acmpnied me yesterday .
mama so the sweet lyke caramel !
mama hold my hand all the way to the clinic !
sweet kn mama saye !!

well readers. my day was sucks early day ! due to my sickness & my mood swing la la la .
then naurah dear askd me to do something crazy YET WORTHH!
ilove you so very much naurah dear !
&& now im happy with the thing that i shouldnt be doing!
sunggoh ain bermain dengan api besa !!

The Pussycat Dolls - I'm Done lyrics

2010-06-27T01:57:00.000-07:00

2010-06-26T02:50:00.000-07:00

Hello Readers !

Let me flashback what ive been doing for the last few days.
workng as usual . work load was lyke xtreme ! 1st day of G1 project last wednesday was blast! 3staff each floor !1 person at the fittingroom 1 person at the front & 1 person at the cashier.amciam ? dont play² ! oh yeah never to forget !lyke NEVER! on monday i cried lyke barbie!
fittingroom from 1-4.30 alone ! then theres two diff al-musibaton jaiiyidan customer! pissed me off & they yelled at me ! omg! i wont elaborate more on that stupid idiot customer! pfft !

my day off last tuesday wenta nenek crib! ;)
as for my next off would be ...TODAY ! SATURDAY !
going out later with my chickaz sue & naurah! imiss naurah! she just came back from aus!! wers my justin bieber?? ahax !

okaez time check almost 3am! bro & hys fren all still here just next to me. from just now at around 9pm till now they all lyke WAHLIOAW! "GOAL !!!!"butnever score ! lol !
& yeah im STILL with my sweat parka ppl ! hot lyke gile nye ! im lazy to wear tudong thats y ! & coz of they all here . i cant sing lyke baboon !! aku nyanyi dlm hati oi~ merane i ! ahaxx!

ok la ppl i betta off to bed now !!
see you wen i see you baby . muax!

one down .

2010-06-19T23:03:00.000-07:00

SELAMAT BERTUNANG NADIA & RAHIM

p/s :: that lil boy behind me? thats my new bf !
i aksd him "r u my new bf ?" he ansrd "yes!"
we playd ejek² .cute kn die ! saaaayang AZIZ!

&& btw u guys can read what rafiQa dear posted at our bloggie .to be frank ! im so touched ! i love u i love ika i love nad ! http://feennabe.blogspot.com/

Lil Rascal ♥♥

2010-06-16T22:58:00.000-07:00

*NEW TRAILER* - The Karate Kid 2010 [HD]

you guys MUST watch this movie !!damn blast i tell ya.

A DATE WITH THIS LIL RASCAL
MD ASYRAF !

had popeyes @ amk

Yes Readers i went out with this lil rascal yesterday ! watchd the karate kid at amk hub & had our popeyes ... Really had great funnie time with him .. the super funnst moment when we`re Q-ing to get him popcorn i was lyke "afaf ,ain da ngantok ni" he replied "knpe kakak ain rindu tok" . ya ampon nak ktawe but tahan step tkde pape den i replied back "sape cakap ain rindu tok , ain ngantok!" memba da paisey step sengeh ! cute kn adik aku ni !

To lil rascal we will watch movie again okaez ! toy storyyy 3 as you wishh !! i love you mok!

oh Yeah i took NO PAY LEAVE today due to i injured my leg & my lip lyke anita sarawak sia ! everybody was lyke "you betta go & see dctr !"im soo lazyy laaa .. ive been sleepng for the whole day & woke up @ 6pm . betol betol mcm babi tebia .cant deny it lg oi~
bt i still feel tired . *sigh !
ok la people i wanna go mkn my maggie mee . bye muax !

remember !
sembilan belas hari bulan enam !!!
this saturday !! awee~~

iloveu

2010-06-14T00:47:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU MAMA !!

♥.

2010-06-13T23:40:00.000-07:00

VANS for her 20th Birthday!

As planned met FiQa @ Vivo City . Grabbd her VANS bby && mine .

Rushed to Ehub !! SABO BBYLOVE !! awee ~~
thanx to nadia dear for make it happn !
cant believe that fiqa nag nag and nag from tanah merah station to ehub !!

>pekak telinge gue but never mind as long as she`s happy with our planz .. <
Had our pastamania & cut the bday cake somewer near the carpark !
we was busy camwhrng & never notice that people inside seoul garden watchng us !
paisey yg teramat i tell you !! LOL !
Although its just the three of us & in a very short tyme , we still happy to see each other after a long tyme ! lyke ATLAST gt to mit them ! =)

CANT WAIT FOR THIS
sembilan belas hari bulan enam !!
^_^

Saturday 12.06.2010

Working AfterNoon !!
Lyke DOUBLE THE PLEASURE !!
i saw MR.PURPLE
&
MR.DOUBLE A !
OMG !!
i was sooo happy && xcited !!
cannot focus on what i spssd to do !!
im missing the two of you ~
im crazy deeply in love with them !
ouch !
>ku punya dua hati ! ku cinta dia & ku sayang kamu !<

2010-06-11T22:32:00.000-07:00

I LOVE MY GREEN ZARA .

today working morninG ! work load was lyke not that bad .
8am-11am ::cashing Up & help B3 peepz !
11am-12.30noon :: Fitting Room with Ryan was damn blast i tell ya ! *wink!
12.50-1.50pm :: BREAK had BK !yummy ~
2pm-3.30pm :: RUN >fitting room items< *zzz
3.30pm-4pm :: 2nd break ! jia jia made me laugh lyke crazy baboon ! love you beb !
4pm-6pm :: Cashier ~
Xtandd till 7.15pm ! help tidy up some fixture ! *sigh !

overall my day was ok but theres only ONE Thing ONE human !
i was pissd off by mr.S.G ^step geyrek^!
aisyah & rafika noe how i hate hym !
Damn shit annoying !
everywer i go ,for sure his face will pop out !
YUcks ~
you should do you own work la . no need to step geyrek while actly youre not !
asek enter frame aje .rimas aku la !

peepz says "ain so fashionista"
& ey said this pic i look good girl !

thank you muax~

YesterdaY came out with something creative with my shawl !
Today i tide up side down my shirt !
ey lyke it ! thanx peeps !

im a girl that loves fashion so i`ll cum out with something new everyday !
& thats my style ~
muaxx !!

ok readers im signG out now ! im soo hungry lyke a giant baba ! ahax !
cant wait this SUNDAY !
♥ .bye ~

about us

2010-06-10T03:54:00.000-07:00

Mariah Carey - H.A.T.E.U.

this is the song i keep on playing since september 2009 . "hate you" thats what i told myself i should be . when bf broke up with me .
Youve been hurting me all this while but y isit so hard for me to hate you . *sigh !

time check 3.34am . im still here . im still wondering . lately, ive been bumpd with people from my past . Not my ex`s . The people that i used to hurt . i pretend i ddnt see them .
there`s one i ve been so sarcastic by saying i dont know him .i keep on pretending! i dont want my past . ive hurts soo many people out there . i want them to be happy without me . i want them to hav a very good happy & bright future . please allah help me ! & help them too !
to you guys "im sorry . ive been hurting u guys . i took bf hurt as allah 'payback' !

wat goes around cums around. "

be happy & let me be me !

Girlfriends ~

2010-06-09T23:52:00.000-07:00

HELLO READERS !

today my off day ! woke up @ 3pm ,washup, eat, tidy up my room.
@ 4.30pm sleep again then woke up 8pm ! so the dugong !! hahax .

Tuesday 08.06.2010

working morning ! Off uni Qlo ion .
wenta The Cathay movie @ 9.25pm with my bebz !

Nightmare On Elm Street ..

chinese guy sat nx to me laugh at me due to my sillyNESS !
i drop my popcorn my hp!
i screammmm lyke my troat wanna cum out seyy .

really had great nyte with
naurah nabila suaidah & rafhana !
i love them !

i love my chick !

sport my green ZARA !

Monday 07.06.2010
HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY
NUR RAFIQA RASID
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH !
I MISS YOU !
may allah bless you !
may allah bless our friendship !
be happy always dear!
& i was the 1st person to call her on the dot ok ! wee~

Sunday 06.06.2010 Working Morning !
DhunNurain smiling every single step with her GREEN ZARA !! awee~

Saturday 05.06.2010

Outing with my chickaz

Suaidah & Naurah !

wenta ang mo kio hair salon we spent almost 3/4 our day at the salon !
i lovee my new hair cut !huhux.
miss Shopaholic !
camwrhng lyke ding dong !
'Dirty' picz !
cnt upld due to ehem so yeah
hop u guys understand !
awee ~~

purple love

2010-06-05T03:52:00.000-07:00

im so crazy over this song at the moment !

time check 3.43am && i dont know y am i still awake?!! i shldnt be here now ! later will be going out with naurah && suaidah !! wee~

FRIDAY 04.06.2010

At 11.30am met suaidah @ northpoint acmpny by mama & lil bro !
wenta smngt shppng !
i spend 200+ !! omg !
crazy me i noe no need to say . huhux !
working @ 1.30 -11.30pm !
during break time ! i spend 100+ ! siaow !

1.30-2.30 -:: Fitting room ~
2.30-3pm :: break ! shpng !!
3.30-6pm :: cashier !
6-7pm :: break && shpnng
7-closing :: i tidy wateva fixture i want as long as i wanted to! ahee
(mcm kedai papa aku gtu ehk )

&& im soo happy coz of 'mr.PURPLE' u made my day !! this is special dedicated sey ..

*langkah kaki mu masok ke uni qlo , pandangan ku terhenti jatoh ke wajah mu yang tenang . walaupon ku jaoh di sudut cashier dan diri mu sebuk di men`s UT ! ku tetap dapat melihat setiap gerak langkah mu ! sunggoh aku kanchong sunggoh jantong bedegop kencang sunggoh diri mu HAWT MR.PURPLE sunggoh AIN DA GILE !! *

ok la ppl i think i betta stop wateva things that im doing now .
im soo happy && so SEXcited to date with my two chickazz .
so will update soon .
bye ~

2010-06-02T23:14:00.000-07:00

HELLO READERS !

well today my day off . as planned went out with sister .

*1st :: UOB @ yishun Central**Q for so long wait & wait for my number. atlast they told me"our system down , u can cum another day". no sorry or etc?? pfft !

*2nd :: went to OCBC northpoint settle tok $$$ !

*3rd :: Geylang

*4th :: AMK HUB >.<

*went back to northpoint had dinner 'egg prata 2 round' !! huhux

TUEASDAY 01.06.2010

working morning ! 8am-8pm !! work load was not bad !
my roster **
8am-11am ::cashing up & rep all new lynes!
11am-1.30pm ::fitting room
2.30-5pm ::innerwear
5-5.30 :: 2nd break!
5.30-8pm :: cashier.
At 8.30pm off uni qlo headd to 313 !! SHOPPNG !!
my leapord top !! salessss ~~~ half price !! .
im soo into that thing !!
10pm we lepak-ing at KFC till lyke late !!
seems lyke hami & sue workng morning on wednesday
so homesweethome peeps !
THANK YOU HAMI SUAIDAH & NAURAH for layan-ing my crazyness !!
&& to jia-jia & fana thanx too though u guys join us half way ~
love u peeps ! muax ~

TUESDAY 31.05.2010

working morning !! 8am-6.30!!
Aftr work had fun with this two makciks !!
they just cant stop laughing at me due to im super skinny sekempeng !
i cant fit all those belt !! ARGH !!
im craving for so many things bt end up i gt nothing !!

after all THANK YOU LA EHKK
RAFIKA && AMALINA SYG ~

next tyme we go pili² ok !!
dont eva get the E ! too big !!! LOL

HAPPY DAY

2010-05-30T23:46:00.000-07:00

A DAY WITH MY SISTER !
FADILA .

wenta Northpoint with sis was fun !
sis laugh lyke non-stop due to my stupid monkey attitude!!
silly me !
its been awhile not going to popular all that so i wenta smangt sondol sis & public just to see the things that ive been eye-ing for .haha .
*mcm org tk penah nmpk barang gtu*

shop here & there . sis paid for everything coz i thought i hvnt gt my pay ! hee .
on our way home check my atm !
GAJI DA MASOK !!wee~
ALHAMDULILLAH !
so rushd home treatd my family PIZZA HUTZ !!

i had fun && happy tyme today with my family !

though someone create HUGE² so called MAJOR problem .
i just dont bother it anymore .
seems you really hurts my nenek & tok !
im so dissapointed !
i mad i really do !!
to see nenek & tok cry-ing ,
its hurt me too .
i will take care of them .
youre nothing to us now !
go far away from our family !
i hate you i hate you i hate you !

moving on

2010-05-29T00:02:00.000-07:00

I Cant Wait Til You're Gone Away
Cuz Then I
Can Move On

I Cant Wait Til You're Gone Away

Cuz Then I
Can Move On
Then I Can Say Im Finally Over You
Im, Im Finally Over You
Im, Im Finally Over
I Cant Wait Til You're Gone Away

Cuz Then I
Can Move On

Cant Wait Til You Are Gone

You Say That You Are No Longer In Love With Me

And Uh
You Cant Be
The One For Me
Told Me This Love Of Ours
Is Taking Us Down Different Roads
And Its Caused Us To Grow
Apart And So

Dont Say To Me
That You Wan't To Be
Be Good Friends With Me
Thats Just Teasing Me
Boy Its Best You Leave Now
Say Goodbye To Me
You Should Know boy
That I'...

I Cant Wait Til You're Gone Away
Cuz Then I
Can Move On
I Cant Wait Til You're Gone Away
Cuz Then I
Can Move On
Then I Can Say Im Finally Over You
Im , Im Finally Over You
I Cant Wait Til You're Gone Away
Cuz Then I
Can Move On

WeekdaYs

2010-05-28T23:31:00.000-07:00

O.M.G Readers !
ive been working 6days straight la .
sunday till today friday ! im UBER XHAUSTED !
today vesak DAY ! worst ! ion damn lioaw
UniQlo super lioaw ! lyke bazar geylang !!
Yet we all uni Qlo peeps tried our best to maintain the store & sales !!

Friday roster :
8-11 Replanshh New lyne ~
11-1pm cashier lioaw ! long Q
1-1.30 fitting room !! 1.30-2.30 BREAK !
2.30-4pm front ! wahliowei~
4.30-5pm 2nd break !
5-6.45pm fitting room !
i spposingly finish @ 6 yet help to maintain fittingRoom pfft !

ThursDay roster :
over 3mths working uniqlo that was my FIRST tyme ever late !!
i was late for 6mins !!!
12.06-12.30 teamtalk
12.30-3.30 cashier
3.30-4pm Break !
4-7.30 help shopfloor & fitting room !
7.30-8.30 2nd break !
arao san tot im fasting that Y he put my break tyme 7.30 ! kebulo !
8.30- closing ! FRonT !
lyke best gtu im the only staff at the shopfloor !!
all gone lyke argh ! thanx ar ehk !

this two days the most hectic !!!!!

ok peeps as for tomorrow & sunday my off daY ! l
sounds lyke `finally` !
BUT i havta attend Qiyam @ MAI !
so my off day doesnt mean anything !!
ya ampon !
Yet till now i hvnt prepare my things !!

&& im xtremely xtra xcited for PAYDAY !!!
la la la la la
countdown la ppl ! wee ~~

♥not 3nuff ?

2010-05-24T02:07:00.000-07:00

Two 'o clock and I wish that I was sleeping
You're in my head like a song on the radio
All I know is that I got to get next to you
Yeah I got to get next to you
Sitting here turning minutes into hours
To find the nerve just to call you on the telephone
You don't know that I got to get next to you ....

everytyme its 2am in the morning i never miss to sing this song.

..Nothing better to do mahh

YeaP Readers ! im still here ! im still awake !!! how i wish im in my la la land now !!
Later i`ll be working 8 to 8 ppl ! xian !! hate it !
This week lyke XIAN !!!

MON " 8am -8pm
TUES & WED " 8am - 6pm
THURS " 12 -11.30pm
FRI " 8am -6pm
SAT & SUN " OFF !

sat & sun off but hvta attend Qiyam at MAI !!

LOVE ALWAYS NOT ENOUGH YET WE STILL.... ?? !... ><

♥love

2010-05-23T23:18:00.000-07:00

..the last song ..

HOlla Readers !
today SUNDAY ! working hours 8am -7pm !
my sunDAY was ok ! ^^great
after work as we planned !
the last song ^^
O.M.G !!
me, naurah & fika `banjer` ! we cried !
as for FArid ! member asleep la ok ! i was next to hym ! pfftt !!
well me & my girls njoid the movie !
WILL SO HAWT !! oh will ! ahee ...
after the movie , ive been thinking about PAPA !
**papa youre the best dad EVER ! youre my one & only papa !
im sorry ! i always gv you hard tyme !
after all im still your precious & you re my PAPA !! muax ! ^^
I LOVE YOU PAPA, LOVE YOU THAT MUCH !
I LOVE YOU MORE THEN I LOVED MY LOVE .

& Gyeah! i had great tyme with them tonyte !
cant wait for june 4th !!
UNI QLO PEEPS !
we gonna make it happen !

Girlfriends!

tall & small !! &&

chick!

hawt white~

peace to YOU

rockchick !
naurah dear purpsly close her eyes!

jeng jeng jeng !

paparazzi `

had Enough

2010-05-19T16:52:00.000-07:00

Today my day off! ive been cry-ing since yesterday . im soo freaking down !& i hate it so much .
how i wish i could move on now . dismiss all this shit out off my mind ! y must i be so lyke cry baby !! crying over the samething ! Y i let you break my heart again? how could u play games with my heart ? Y am i so stupid to waste my tyme for u ?! while all my friends says theres no point to love someone lyke you ! *sigh !

18.05.2010 Tuesday

working moring 8-6.30 !
my roster was 8-11pm clear all the new stock !
11-1.30 cashier
1.30-2.30 break @ sakura ! tk sedap !
2.30-3.30 cashier !
3.30-4.30 front !
5-6.30 cashier !
notice somethnig?
ive been doing cashier all the way ! So i went mia for couple of tymes!
hiding at stockroom for wat? *cryng!
hiding at alteration for wat?*crying !
hiding at wonem's front for wat ? *crying !
thanx to vel ,fika , sue & naurah for the hugs !!
i felt useless !! cryng lyke buang² airmata ! bt i just cnt control it ! & i wanna to let it out !
Yet the more i cry the more i feel down !! *sigh!
but i take it as allah test me to be a strong person !

17.05.2010 MONDAY

HAPPY 21st BDAY TO YOU
MY BLOVED SISTER
FADILA !

16.05.2010 SUNDAY

springG cleaning @ MAI with my love !
before the sental menyental session.we 'abglip abgwan tita & me' cook for all the people la kn .
AYAM MASAK LEMAK CILI PADI a.k.a ayam cerah !
i only help with the goreng² . well i dont know how to cook watt. bt atleast i help !
yeah only me & tita 'girl' that day ! we went to smngt menyental for less then 3hr ! musolah wanita, toilet& the dapo ! wahliowei ! see how strong & smngat we are ! we help bt we never eat ! pity us ! so by 6pm we cabot!wento northpoint & had our breakfst & lunch so called dinner at ljs ! kebulo ini due branak i tell u ! had fun with tita tho im still sick that day & mood lyke swing suck bt ive made it ! successd to put aside mysadness wen im with my tita love ! tita thank you for everything ! i know how hate you are to see me cry !

♥♥

2010-05-16T01:28:00.000-07:00

My Cancer Love Horoscope

Things are smooth sailing for you in this romantic period, Cancer, and for once this will seem like a time where nothing can go wrong. Whether you are single or attached, today you are biking with the wind behind you, which gives you extra smooth power that effortlessly eats up the miles. Keep up the pace without straining so when it's time to take a rest or the wind changes in your romantic goals, you'll have the accomplishment you need under your belt. Sustain without strain for the greatest gain, which means if you try too hard, you may become your own worst romantic enemy. Just let the wind take you where it will, and you will see progress in love today.

just had

2010-05-15T23:16:00.000-07:00

Your Love Horoscope

A little solitude is in order for you Cancer, and this will improve matters of romance significantly if you take this to heart. You are feeling a need to withdraw and reflect somewhat, and your thoughts may even be a little pessimistic or heavy. If you recognize that what you are feeling or seeing is only part of the picture, you are likely to understand your romantic situation much better. You may be considering a major change such as leaving or separating from something that isn't working. Your time of solitude will bring you the clarity you need to make a firm decision by day's end.

took MC again ! falling sick lyke damn it ! gt infection somemore !
tired && been asleep the wholeday !
woke up at 9pm !
13msgs ! pardon me peepz & love !
due too the obat obatan ! i sleep lyke pig !

&& NOW im super bored !!

tmrw will be my off day yet still hvta wke up early !!

going out with fiQa !!

&& btw regrding my pre post ! *sigh!

im over it ppl ! so no more tears !!

asek banjir aje smpi saket² aku .

& lastly !to Qaiyah youre post at my fb wall ! bikin i malu sia !!

"Ruqaiyah Qaez >Dhun Nurain: DHUN... I LOVE YOUR BODDYY!!!!!"omg ! Qaiya made me laugh lyke crazy baboon sia !

&& gyeah !
HAPPY 21st BDAY TO YOU JUE syg !

battle cry

2010-05-13T01:09:00.000-07:00

later i`ll be workng from 9.30 am -11.30pm !

& i dont know y am i still awake . tho i was uber xhausted now . but my mind cant stop thinking wondering . mum did ask me Y . i never ans her yet i cried . & she was lyke "da la suda la ,asek nangis aje . mama tk suke . dulu kn da bgs² happy . da g mkn g tdo sok keje ." i remain silentz ! im hungry bt i dont feel lyke eating anythng . Y must this thing happn again?!

ALLAH pls ! protect me ! pls help me pls gv me the strength! im sick & tired wih this 'game' . im tired of cryng over & over again! seems this thing wont over now . it will takes tyme & i hvta face this!

All this tears lyke im battle with it !

i hv nothing to say !

im praying very very very hard about this !

how am i going to ...

how ?

its all depend on me ? or depend on you now?

ive playd my part ! now it ur turns !

bby im telling you this !

"IM TIRED OF CRYING OVER THIS THING !
I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE !

I CANT DO THIS ALONE !

PLS DONT DOTHIS !

PLS DONT BE THIS WAY !

I KNOW YUORE TRYING BUT PLS !

YOUR SILENTS KILLINGS ME !!

NO CALLS NO TEXT MSGS !

AM I A DOLL ??"

YA ALLAH KUATKN DIRI INI !!!!

2010-05-11T18:33:00.000-07:00

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JordYn TaYlor

aint shes hawt?!

beautiful nature sey

its hard for me to puji perempuan ok ! but seriously shes hawt sexy !
&& yeah this song i dedicated to you my love !
ilovesomuch!
please dont break it again !
muaxx !

GIRLS DAY OUT !

2010-05-09T00:57:00.000-07:00

07.05.2010 FRIDAY !!

OUR outing was superB ! i do really njoid everysingle second with the two of them !!
to ika & fiQa u girls made up my day ! thank you so very much !!
loving you girls sampai BILA BILA

&& GYEAHH movie was brilliant ! aceyy ~

D13U !!

ika aka ABANG BOTAK !
Fiqa aka ABANG ARAB !
ain aka ABANG TATTOO !!
WOW !!!

bt dont mistaken ehkk !! hys 2nd row on the ryte side ppl !!
ainGG !!! muaxx !!!

btw .

HAPPY 22ND BDAY TO YOU RASYDAN !!!

Lyke shit sia later working 12-11.30 !
NEXT WEEK ROSTER lyke SIAOW !!

mon: 1-11.30
tues: OFF
wed : 8-6.30
thurs : 9.30am -11.30PM !! *siaow !
fri : 8-7.30
sat: 8 -7.30
sun : OFF

crazy oiy oiy ryte ? thurs i hvta to work lyke mampos den fri morning . i noe la i used to xtand from 8am-11.30pm .bt hello im human ok not a doll ! pfftt !!!
ok la ppl im off to bed ... nyte !

& to you im still loving you . wateva happnd let it be ! allah maha mengetahui .

2010-05-07T02:58:00.000-07:00

"Still remember the time when I was admitted in the hospital and you were there for me from the first day..2 seconds ago"

this wat he jus postd at hys FB ! y am i lyke sooooo cry baby siaa .... be strong la ain !!! stop being cry baby !! for 7mths u can stand on ur own y cnt now ?? arrgghh !!!
honestly im still loving u bt i nvr admit it . i keep on deny it . i just dnt wish to hurt my parent lyke u did. im sorry . im just not sure with this at the moment .. coz i know everythng will b dff . it will never b the same regadless of anythng .. *sigh !

time check 2.47am ! & i dont know y am i still awake !!! im hungry but tired to eat . later ain will be going out with ika & fiqa . movie & shppng . weeee ..

TO RAFIKA AKU SAYANG KAU !!
TO ZULAIKHA AKU RINDU KAU !!

im soo not going to cry tmrw , tmrw will b my day with my girls my love my all .. so im going to smile laugh lyke oiy oiy ok ..

btw..

HAPPY 22nd bday to RAMADHAN !

ok la ppl betta off now if not i will b late & the two lover gt angry2 . hee .

2010-05-06T23:59:00.000-07:00

Your Love Horoscope

You may be a little heightened emotionally during this period, Cancer, and this will have an effect on your love affairs. Whether you are single or attached, you also want to pay special attention to any relationships from your past during this period. You will feel a strong attachment to those from your past, and will be able to respond passionately and instinctively to whatever or whomever approaches you during this period. This is a time where you are feeling invigorated and energized, and you will want to be as involved as possible with anything new or exciting that happens on the romantic front.

wah sounds emo gtu lol ...

Today working hours 12pm-11.35pm .. xtremly xtra hyper tho i was uber xhausted now ! i keep on laughing lyke siaow ! i even mingle around at the shpfloor . while doing front i put an effrt to greett customer lyke damn loud due to all the japanese boss around . they eyeing on me ! damn scry i tell ya but hey act cool la ppl . lyke dont know izit .. lol ! but aftr my seocnd break at around 7pm my mood swing sia . out sudden i miss someone !! aduh !! yet half an hour before closing i back lyke sioaw . havng fun chtng with hafiz & peiling lyke we own the shopfloor .. while doing closing i was freaking crazy oiy oiy !! i sing sing lyke mak nyah .. i even go & joget zapin .. ok dont eva try to imagine . burok oi! haha ...

the best part when we all off UNI QLO ION !! walking to mrt then the mrt shltr lyke closing gtu ! WE ALL RUNNNN LYKE CRAZY GOAT !!!!! hahahaahaha .... me nabila rafana rafiqa hafiz saifudin && the restt bt we frgt yana !!! we left her at the baCK seyy .. kesian seyy anak aku sorg tu ..LOL..

&& lyke alwayss papa will fetch me at khatib mrt .. im daddys all ok so yeah !!

otw home i askd papa permision going out with ika & fiqa tomrw . cute tak cute tak cute tak aku ?

k mrepek tahu tkya ckp ley ckp sndr. mcm saifudin ckp "ain kau ni klaka la kau ley jd plakon ." mari la kte ktawe besame² .. hahahaa ....

ok im done !!!! love u all la till i die . oiy oiy nye prangai nary .... bye~

IM BACK ♥♥

2010-05-05T17:14:00.000-07:00

HELLO READERS !!!

IM BACK !

Atlast ACER BACK too!! so now i can update upload everythng !~
GOSH i miss my blog !!! dusty aint it ?? hahaha ...
been 3mths ACER 'hospitalizeee' ~ pity my acer ! -_-

WELL ... im doing great !! YET been so lyke cry baby lately ... crying over somethng that i shldnt cry' for .... i guess i miss someone badly ,been almost 7mths now .. so yeah !*sigh .

UNI QLO ! yeah busy workng ,, been OT for the past few weeks .. & as for my latest PAY ! i went shppng for 3days strght !!! crazy lyke siaow ryte? && 300++ $$ gone at HP BILLSS !! again ! i dont y i never serek !!! last hari raya i paid 800+ $$ .. im not ON the phone or sms-ing alot bt i lyke to onlyne using hp ... amek kau padan muke kn ain .... pfft !

hmmm wat else i need to tell you guys ehk ?? lyke many stories la kn bt now my brain super blank !! best tak ? jadi pelupe .. haha .....im done upld all those picz .. can chck it out my Fb ppl .... & im tired of deleting my inboxx mailss ..pffft !!

&& just finish changd my blogskin .. not nice kn ...hmmmm will change again later la ... im super tired now .....bye ppl take care .... love you .....

2010-03-27T23:23:00.000-07:00

HELLO READERS !!!

pardon me !! been very very very longggg tyme ryte ? not MIA-ing ok !!

any new updt ??

GYEAH !!

nothing muchh !

still single & available .. wahaha !!!

&& been busy with new job ... almost 2mths yaww ~~

ONE TEAM ONE BIG FAMILY UNI QLO ION beb !

i tell ya uber XHAUSTED !!!

mtk ampon penat nye !!

dis mth 4days mc . how ?!

Yet im having alot of fun && happy tymes with them ~

just that i miss HEZUMI SAN !! ahee ..

working load? at a tyme damn bored la kn.

ESpecialie wen doing front !!

everyone noes how i hate doing FRONT !!

HELLO WELCOME TO UNI QLO ~

THANK YOU HOPE TO SEE YOU AGAIN !!

wahlioawei ~

but den its good la hoo ..

selfconfident mao lebeh , paisey tolak tepi , muke bg 40sen .

aru keje jln smooothh ajee ..

wahahaha ...

soo far sooo good la hoo ,, opening closing ada tahu bikin ,,

cashing up ada tahu jgk bikin .. lipat aju suda makin bagos hoo.

so takda byk worry la hoo ..

dulu punya kerja pon ada bikin hoo ..

well well well ~ sales ada banyk bagoss ! wahaha .. asl seyy bbl ini mcm ..

idk la kn ,, tdy extra HAPPY !!

ktawe2 mcm org gile ..

ape tak buat fron from 1-4.30 .. amcm ?

noneng otak !! mcm2 manusia aku tgk ..

sui Ying best partner of the day la seyy ..

she said "aku suka lelaki melayu mata kelabu!"aint she cute hoo ?

k ain betta stop it ..

time check 23.20 !! i betta settle everything fast !

im with rafiqa rasid now at khatib macdonald ..

tmrw workingg !!

8am - 5pm !! wee~~

praying soo hard ey wont ask me to xtand !!

ahee ...

yeah ! ders alotzz of picz ehkk hvnt upld ,, acer back to icu la so yeah ..

once acer back to normal then i`ll kemas kini kan sgale gale nye hoo ..

take care kawan kawan ..

i love you semua la ..

i mtk jln dulu ..

MAJULAH !!

2010-02-01T19:38:00.000-08:00

HELLO READER !! i could sayy , im sooo freaking HAPPY today ! Gyeah woke up at 2pm ,settle everything , kemas² sikit bilik . sudenly my phone rang oii. i tot from maybank or ape la kn . NO! its from MY NEW WORK PLACE !! aku di terima !! ALHAMDULILLAH ! & gyeah last few mins fika told me dat she also gt a call from the same place. GYEAHH !! OVER JOYYY !! yeah ppl ,the place that me kimi & fika went for the intervw last wk . but as for kimi still no news la . & from wat ive heard , kimi jus strtd hys new job . work hard kimi ! simpan duet nikah kwn aku ok ! ahee .

SUNDAY 31.01.2010

Working Fullshift with Lucy & Joey . i dont really talk muchh due to kpale ku teramat noneng you .... Chngd all the promotion stuff ,signg off at 10.55pm ok ! Outside my shop someone waiting . buat drama mama` whch i hate the most . im sure aftr he read this , he will call me cry lyke a small kid . pfft ! "helo brother ure 17dis yr , i hop u chnge ! be mature guy ! listen to u mum & sis .. jgn degil gile nak Mamp .. klw org ckp tkmo amek makne nye jgn amek ! da tkde duet tkmo tecangok lua keje org . org bkn banker . irritating ! i noe uve been waiting for me since nov 2008 .. ure jus too young for me .. & as i told you so many tymes i treatd you as my adek so tkmo degil jgn smpi kene maki lg mcm dat tyme ok! " overall my day damn bored & ain sleeppyy ! *sigh !

SATURDAY 30.01.2010

DISASTER DATES
only for me

its complicated!

WELL readers ! saturday as pland for triple date .

So early Noon wenta fika crib met her mama & had our lunchh .
Took train down to bukit merah settle thing den took bus to somerset .
freaking JAMM ! i hate it . bus full ok !
Reachd der almost 3pm , grabb the toothfairy ticket .
den met the rest ..
we do njoii toothfairy okaez!
However the outing gt some tecniC prob . not that critical la kn .
tho me & fika pray so hard for dis outing , hop ntn bad gonna happn .
But allah test US !!
so Qayyum heading home 1st , follwd by me frog & fika took 171 off .
As for kimi & eyma ey really had their drama hindustan which i wont elaborate futher on that.
Well me frog & fika do really njoi our journey home ok .
frog dpt taklimat FREE from fika . wahaha .
dats dope ok ! muke mtk kene lempang la frog !
Frog alyte somewer near Petir as for me & fika till yishun int den took 851 home beb .
sunggoh aku pnt ok !
tot wanna stay late with frog & fika yet ,
frog has something onn & im workng the nx morning so heading home is the bestt ..
thank you so very muchh to
fika eyma kimi qayyum &frog .
hope you guy wont feel serik going out together . lol.

mr hawt Qayyum && ms sweet Rafikha

its me !

i lykee ini ok !

otw g bukit merah

fashionista back !

bus penoh ! soo aku la yg paleng depan

sempat posing skali apek bus pekik "hello" tekijutt bitaa ~

GOSSIP GIRLS

miss fashionista dhunn & miss princess eyma

credit to you ! ehem²

FRIDAY 29.01.2010

working fullshit alone due to wendy not feeling well so hvta wait till 3pm . joey wil only cum arnd dat tyme . At around 4pm recvd msg from frog auntyy , he met an accident .
aku kn kanchong . whoaha . thanx to frog auntyy .
& yeah so i guess he cant fetch me dat nyte but at 8pm he called me & he really wanna fetch me up . so the degil oii ,org da ckp saket dok uma suda la . da mcm robot bt still .
haizz ! So yeah he fetch me up, tunggu lame tk? best tk? 30mins waiting for hys princess .
but youve gt your purple bear ryte? suke kn? simpan dlm kocek ,naseb tu bear tk lemas oii . wahaha . thank you frog ! take care . imy.

p/s:: To you that someone , da bace blog org tk happy tkmo maen shoot² org , laen kali before bbl piki habes² dulu . da ckp org mcm² ,da mengate kwn² org .den not even a min you call me mtk maaf . nak step menyesal .see ive told you . confrm tk pai brape min you will regret . betol kn ? I know youre not happy . not happy to know that i like someone else . HELLO ! kau da buang aku, kau da byk kali ckp tk nk aku So asl kutip alek ? mrepek ! siape kau? kau bukan siape² . & bukan siape² aku . As you text "forgt our frenship ,we`re nothing " . OK ! we`re done !
tgk sape carik sape ok nnt . btw this is my wordz my stories my blog ! aku nye psl ape aku nk bbl . non of you 'utin' ok ! (yeah this stupid things happnd thurs nyte ok ! pfft)

2010-01-28T18:02:00.000-08:00

MY Love Horoscope

You may find some negativity or challenges on the romantic front, Cancer, but you don't want to get too heated as this too shall pass. This is a time where whether you are single or attached, you are at cross purposes with the people in your environment who are most able to benefit you. You tend to come on too strong, to be oblivious to others' needs and intentions, or to act inappropriately now. You feel an urgency to take positive steps to achieve your romantic goals, but be certain that you are not overstepping yourself, as this can cause considerable enmity at this time. This is a time to both listen and learn, and you will see that romance is favored so long as you don't show your overbearing or intense side.

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(semua orang tua ingin yang TER-baik untuk anaknya , begitu pun juga orang tuaku )

Takkan Pisah by Eren , the song frog always sang for me . Eveytyme we`re on the phone ,he always melalak² nyanyi ni lagu .OMG ! im gonna miss hys melalak from now .-_-"

now everytyme i listen to this song,i`ll cry,lyke a cry baby .

im really sorry , Yeah yesterNoon at arnd 1plus till late noon , he tried to call me as i told u guys more den 10miz calls & yeah 12msgs from hym which i never reply . At nyte at arnd 10plus . he did text me .sorry sane sorry sini .Honestly, frog stress me up && put me in tears .
i replied hym dis :

"kte mungkin serasi tapi kte tk sesuai"

I hate wen cumz to this part . the part that i hvta hurt others which aclty i never wishta do so . but i hv my own reason y am i doing dis to you .
i understand you if you mad at me , dissapointd at me .. i just cant stop wat you feels toward me now . mad ? love? hate? or watsoeva it is . so far today frog only text a couple of msg . den he remain silent . not even say Hi at the msn . to be frank , im freaking down ryte now .im really sorry frog . i just cant be your flower , i cant be your princess nimore , i cant carry on with this . i didnt mean to left you hurt lyke wat your loves one did . i knew you having major family problem . i shldnt treat you this way , coz you really need someone to support you gv you strenght but i just cant . i guess im not the one for you .. Tho actly only youre the one made me over cum my past . but allah lebih mengetahui ,ade hikmah disebalik ape yg kte pilih . Take care of yourself , im gonna miss you & your lil sis PUTRI for sure . im gonna miss talking with putri . shes soo cute ,shes only 3 ,you! as her big brother shld protect her from now ,care for her never let anything or anyone harm her . how i wish i can look after her , how i wish i can tell her that i love her so muchh ,love her the way i love you . . Yeah i never tell you this , i love you so much .... but nothing can change, not even a single change frog .

After wat had happn , im not sure tmrw he gonna fetch me from work or not . & as for dis cuming wednesday , i`ll pray so hard for you , im sure nothing gonna happn . be strong ! How i wish i can acmpny you dis cuming wednesday ,i do really wanna know wats the ans . im not mad at you for wat you`ve done ,coz everyone did mistake so do i . Take note of this , before you do anythng ,think twice or more ! you regret for now ,you cuold never rewind the tyme . . am i ryte ?

aku tahu cite ni complicated , not even me & frog understand our situation . itu sebab jadi gini .

Thank you gp`s Fika . i cried wen i read your msg . sunggoh aku sedar skg .. But no one noe how hurt & pain my heart now ! ily fika !

♥♥

2010-01-27T17:47:00.000-08:00

MY Love Horoscope (today)

You are feeling a little lost right now when it comes to love, Cancer, and this may affect your romantic affairs today. Whether you are single or attached, you may be seeking some changes in your love life that will lead you in a new direction. You are on the right path if you think a change is in order, but today you simply are not clear on how to map out these new directions. In life, we can stop to ask for directions during moments where we are lost, and this may be one of those times for you. Is there someone older that may be significant to you today that can help you to sort this out?

MY Love Horoscope(yesterday)

Your relationships are emphasized by love and beauty right now, Cancer. If you are attached, you can expect feelings of domesticity and harmony pervading your love affairs, and today will be an easy and even peace filled day for you. Single? A friendship you have right now has a strong likelihood and moving to the next level, and you may suddenly see someone in an all new light today. You also are feeling particularly attractive, and radiating a warmth today that is not going unnoticed. Capitalize on this, when was the last time you felt this great?

HELLO reader ~

As for today im not working same goes for yesterday ..

be a very Good girl for this 2days . stay at home spring cleaning the whole house which mama so happy with that . ur welcum mama . "anak dare mama da strt rajen , so later u can aja me how to cook " wee ~ Yeah now a days mama && papa been pushingg me && sis to learn how to cook & do housekeeping which end up all of us gt misunderstood den argue ech othr . pftt .

but we`re all good now no worries ! ahee .

&& for now i squeeze my tyme to update my blog & upload some picz . ahee .

. MONDAY 25012010

met fika & kimi at 1.45pm at amk mrt heading off to bukit merah for job intervw wer by wen we reachd der , only fika attnd the intervw ,as for kimi da naek sort & for me on the phone with my mr.frog .

from bukit merah took bus down to orchard .
wenta 313 den off to ION for intervw . Saw ayuni kayco kejap . LOL .

fill up the form den ey askd us to cum back at 5.30pm for the test intervw . So lets kills the tyme beybehh.

merry go round , grabz gogo prata cheesee . bedesut !

back for the intervw . OMG !!

the test lyke wahlioweii ~
i hate that kinda intervw ,coz i prefer 1 to 1 intervw .

5 person at 1 tyme . Gosh ! paiseyy ok!

we sat in a row , from left :

malay guy ,malay guy , kimi , me & fika

the one sat nx to kimi menggigil mcm nk rak . paper vibrate !

sunggoh i tahan ktawe u ! OMG ain noty nye~

aheee ...

Done with the intervw kimi wenta somewer , as for me & fika & eyma off to bishan libry !

i search the whole libry ! wenta ech level !! omg !! i miss working der !

i even went to the sorting room ! wahaha !
met kinsan bby for a sec , salam all my mummyss !

slacked awhile . at 7pm homesweethome beb !

the Princess

her Step Mother

Adopted Boyy from the Village

fika`s BF for a day !

well ~ we jus wanna b HAPPY !

adopted boii from the village bz with fika`s hp . wahaha .
(memba maen game tapi mulot tetap memekak )
"JATO BOII~~ "

thanx to kimi maen tepok² tgn aku ! gmbr jd blur , lawa kn ?

step mother so sweet , cumz the princess && yeah the half of that adopted boii from the village

ain kn kaytot so eyma kene la tundok sikit ehkk , ahee

i love her ~

tk edit ok !

Gossip Girls !

lil miss Guess beb !

from far

cum close ~

credit ta me yaw~

i wan HERS !

nyce~

muke bdk² lapa

waiting for GOGO PRATA !

memba da binget nan Bf ni mcm la jdnye,tgh² ion die ddk .

credit ta me

credit ta fika

SAH ! ade hal rumah tangge beb !

are we the single laydee?

mrs . R feat mrs. Q

As for SUNDAY SATURDAY & FRIDAY !
workng fullshift !
damn Xhausted as usual la kn !
i do njoi everybit ! kemas sane kemas sini !-_-"
&& yeah thnx to "ayam" fetchd me last fri ! sorry to kip ya waiting !
bestkn tunggu 2 jam lebe? tula org da ckp org abes kul 10.30 . degil !
kul 8lebe da pai kn ,tecangok la mcm ayam berak kapo kt marina sQ !
bt atleast aku bg die present taO ! kn ayam kn ?
&& yeah aku da mcm nenek sipot bawak alek 2plastic beg dlm sume BEAR !! FREE !!
well !!~ ur welcum to sesape yg dpt bear yg aku bg tu kn .. tu gossip girl ! kte tige ade same bear
"tell someone who cares"cute kn ? ahee .
frog nye bear ? frog i past ur bear dis friday ok ? can? As for frog nk sgt kaler purple kn . so here u go . aku da reservd purple bear special for u frog ! tgk sweet kn ini princess ? tk gtu frog ?

time check 9.15am

spot die kernyam bahu aku ! saket ok !

yela aku kn kaytot kecik kn . tkpe .

hmmm ... been stressing myself lately ..
ders the tyme i may be soo happy girl but at the nx min, i can b soo freaking down ..

"Should the PRINCESS stay with her FROG or just get the PRINCE CHARM instead ?"

sorry frog , i guess im not a good princess to you . been so the degil yet so cute & manje till you just cant let me go .. .. but we both really need tyme . . . .. As you yourself hving a MAJOR family problem which i dont which to be the mak kaypo to keep asking you watss upp . tho i really wanna know wats going onn ... pardon me for behaving lyke a small kid last nyte , i just hng up the phone without saying a word . & im really sorry for not answrng all your calls today ... more den 10miz call from you & few msgs .. i think better for us to be this way for a moment .... take care of yourself frog , dont ever forgt to take your obat & to apply the obat pt ur kaki ok ....

2010-01-21T16:12:00.000-08:00

2008
18years old

back then , ain only a 18 year old girl . which just drop up from her school lyfes , get a part tyme job to supprt herself . learn how to b an independant girl .ain still new staff ,been doing soo many things uncrrtly .get scoldd by mangr && been wrkng fullsht as ey wantd .Never talk back & never say NO , always agree with them tho i was soo sickk . && left with no more strength but i still kept on workng everyday .But by the end of the month i could say i smiled && rase mcm relief gtu kn .ahee .

2009
19 years old

I hv learn && been thru so many things . Up && Down . giv & takes . && Decided to work two part tyme jobz & gt back to school . Tho it was damn Xhauted & alwayss gt me in tears . bt i guess ive made it my 2009 well tho not dat well . Atleast ive tried !

2010
19 year 6mths old

The Year jus begin . i really hvta balance my school & my work . To make it enuff for myself to settle everythng on my own every month its really killing me . my time ? i guess i jus hv aint enuff tyme for myslf , even my sleep hours . 2hrs a day ? Gosh ! Only allah noe hw terrified i am ryte now .Just soo you know ders soo many thing i hvta face day by day . all thiss do really TEST me !

"HAPPY 2YEARS ANNIVSRY TO MYSELF
WORKING AT GUARDIAN
AS PHARMACY ASSNT "

20012010 Wednesday

HAPPY 20th BDAY TO
MOHD FIRDAUS

a fren of amadcik !
imy guys so freaking muchh .
but too bad ,we all not gonna celebrate amad & fir bday lyke last yr ...
seems every1 busy with school & work . so yeah .
i miss all dos moment with dis two kambeng of myne ..
take care fren && bestie !

♥♥

2010-01-19T22:47:00.000-08:00

♥Office Girl For A DAy .

miss nur Rafikha

miss nur ain.

aint my girl$ sweet ?

ain && ain .
shes 17 dis yr . omg ! tue kn aku!

lovely ~
at 1st i tot shes chinese .ahee

pic of the day .
aku suke ni gmbr ok!

Yeah . without my heellss .
aku jln kaki ayam from Xclator down pai last cabin ok ! lol

i love myself

& of cos i love her

on our wayy to bishan park !

fika ckp ini HAWT !ahee

do i look lyke chipmunkk wen aku smile ni mcm ?

at fika cribbzaa !
memba bz otf nan 'bf' nye

thank you fika . die bg pinjam kasot die cos aku tk tahan & tk larat nk alek dgn heelss aku . wahaha .

I Guess some of the pic here tells everything . i do njoii myselff jus now with em . & Gonna miss em for sure . being an actor was not dat easy tho ey pay u $$$ .
Yeah ! from morning till late noon we all did our best ok.& yeah we dont work ass for FREE . After work me & fika off to amk den chilld at her crib & off to Bishan park just for fun actly .
went back to her crib slackd till 7pm den homesweethome beyybeh .

i was uber Xhausted ! im off tha bed now .For more pic @ my facebook okaez.

nytee .
muaxx.

2010-01-18T20:58:00.000-08:00

HELLO :)

1st of all , pardon me gg`s (gossipgirls)! really cant make it for today .But as for tmrw i guess im ONN ! ahee . Yes reader , i was uber Xhausted ! As you guys noe dat ive been wrking fullshft 9.30am - 10.30pm fer 3days in a row ! Nauzubillah !

im tooo lazyy too tired to do a thing ! ive been listeningG to all kinda songs since jus now . been jiwang all alone lyke ding dong . ahee . . . && Yeah jus update one song here . RUNNING BACKK ! wow !
&& btw thanx to u guys for the comment of my blog songs. yeah all my songs here i dedicated to ppl who keep cumnG back in my lyfe & den disappear .

17012010 SUNDAY

Tho i was tired & damn sleepy i tried my best to tiddyy up the store room ok ! so this 'special' reminder to gmas staff ! PLS DO MAINTAIN THE SHOP THE CASHR CNTR THE PHRMCY CNTR SO DO THE STORE ROOM && OFFICE ! im sick & tired of do dat over n over again ! As for im not wrkng lyke everyday lyke i used to ,due to my school , i can only wrk on wkend so pls . i can gt heartattack if everything gon upside down lyke again ! sume tau kn! aku tkley stay kt tmpt serak2 mcm kandang babi utan , so dont make our store lyke one ok ?! understnd understood ? Thank you .

16012010 SATURDAY

HAPPY 20th BDAY
to MY Bloved BESTIE
AHMAD HAMDI HARIS !
ilysvm && imysfm !

to b frank, i don know wat shld i gt for dis blvd monkey of myne .
ape ehk ?any idea ? but not kasot ok !
last yr die da dpt kasot idaman die special thank to me ar ehk mad. ahaa . if last yr budget $150 , dis yr below $100 can mad?
tapi ape ehkk ??

&& Gyeah gg`s dropd by my store with kimi bf of eyma,hamka fika`s cuzin & sape name ?lupela , memba dorg jgk la kn.wakaka . So took my break with em . Hell i laughd lyke crazy monkey . & yeah wasshd our eyes clean² superb ! due to marina sQ atrium roadshow ! so ders abg² of the abg² NS la kn . aku tau korg suke . aku tk sgt la kn . aku paisey . but aku still simpan dat pic fika ! wahaha .

15012010 FRIDAY

i could say :
THANK YOU MISS WENDY PUA
for the pastamania .
WELL ! best parttymer shld be treatd dat well watt . ahax !

&& GYEAH A/X !!
As all my peeps noe dat im soo crazyy over A/X since last yr .
aint all dis HAWTT ?? !

i wish i wish i wish i can own 1 of it !!
^_^

♥do it again♥

2010-01-14T01:06:00.000-08:00

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

I hate it when I need you.

i miss you

1679

♥♥with love

2010-01-12T23:46:00.000-08:00

pic of the dayy ! :)

Recently . went out with G.O.S.S.I.P GIRLS again! .

Met fika @ amk mrt at 11.30am .
Took train down to bishan libry drop books.

Heading off to Queenstown took shutter bus to MDIS ! Done with that .
Went to ZAM ZAM @ arab street had our breakchh ! ahee ..

Performd our Zoho at sultan msQ .

At 3pm we both did the same thing lyke last Tuesday !
hnginGG outside aljnd islamic school waiting for eyma . Bumpd with mr.S ..
Fika wentta 'dating' so called "date for a min" ? can la ehk ? huhux

On our wayy to Beras Basah , near bugis mrt trafic lyte .
A bunchh of aljnd boiis. which i dont bother at all . den ey calld eyma .
i was busy with fika so Yeah.
tup tup eyma dtg ckp
"ain ! kwn aku yg tinggii tu nk nom kau"
ain: "ehk ? aku tk maen uhk bdk ajnd . bdk madrasah . ape niee naek public transpt pfft . No thanx ! "
-_-"

&&&

HEAVYYY RAININGGG !

yeah pardon me girls !last nyte otf with fika . aku doa ujan lebat naryy!

Yeah went ta National libry awhile . which actly i video-inGG eyma ! As i already promise her i wont upld dat video. LOL ! walkd out the libry down to beras basah grp some stuff den took bus to AMK! had our mee soto AGAIN ! but b4 that went to mutaQin msQ peformd our Asar . ahee .
Settle down at AMK HUB ! i grp my thingss . den homesweethome bebs !

LOVE !

mee Goreng satu ~

murtabak ayam satu~

alhamdulillah !

amin !

anY1?

Gajah kaytot love fika

Gyeah ! aku pijak tu batu bg aku tinggi !

"saya pelajar madrasah aljnd !"
whyle waiting for fika . 'org bz datinGG'

sayanGG korg due ni !
cheesseee delll

aku sukkeee mate aku. ahee

Yeah !

ain kaytot & eyma cina SENTIASE !

MONDAY 11.01.2009 .

A DATE WITH RAFIQA RASID.

its Been awhyle since we 'date' each othr .
Whichh i tell you guys. i miss my bbygirl so freaking muchh . =P

So Yeah . we went few places . few?! hmm .
Let me summerrriiesss everthinGG . . .

* UBI (cdc)
* EUNOS (the msQ && Razack food stall)
*GEYLANG (joo chiat , market , tanjong katong)
*Orchard (313 , Orchard Centr , ION)
*DEMPSEY HILL (ben Jerry`s ^camwhrng so called photosht ) :P
*BOTANIC GARDEN (photosht)
*PLAZA SINGAPURA (ljs , polish my ring)
12hours !

credit to me!

i love her dress

313

O.C !

credit to fiQa

fiQa suprisd me !

Gyeah!

Superb!

superb!
b4 ppl strt talkinG .
Yeah im inside the bars which same place 1 door with ben jerrys

ETERNITY

the swann ?! die dtg tmpt aku ok! terharuu ii ~

chipmunkk ??

for more pic at my facebook okaez !

I DO REALLY HAD FUN WITH MY BABYGIRL !
THANK YOU SO VERYY MUCHH !
ILY !

♥♥

2010-01-07T00:47:00.000-08:00

"Forgive me for liking you too much, I’ll forgive you for not liking me enough. Forgive me for the loud racing of my heart, I’ll forgive you for not hearing it. Forgive me for finding you amazing, I’ll forgive you for never noticing. Forgive me for wanting to be with you more than anything, I’ll forgive you for avoiding me. Forgive me for being so pathetic, I’ll forgive you for taking advantage of it. Forgive me for not being able to let go, I’ll forgive you for never holding on"

1679

GG ♥♥

2010-01-06T23:01:00.000-08:00

1st of all . ..
aku tau korg sume kayco nahh dgn lagu blog aku ni kn . WATEVA !
pd aku cute OK !
&& my girls pn da jato tepleott dgn ni lagu . so korg² pekak kn telinge je la bile ace blog aku ok !
=PP

Recently , went out with my G.O.S.S.I.P girls !

Early in the m0rninG met fika @ khatib mrt . took train down to redhill . Settled some stuff at E2i till noon. den heading off to bugis . performd our zohor at sultan msQ den had our breakfst ++ lunchh at hjh maimunah . kebulo oii . ahahaaa . den shoppng at OVA . memba beli da mcm nk jualan which aku tekejot die maen kaop mcm² kaler mcm² style mcm² shape. fika kau rabak oii , pai tebalek barang dlm kedaii tu aku uat.tak sengaje ehkk . lol . SORRY~

At 3+pm we both hnginGG outside aljnd islamic school waitiingg for .....EYMA !
yeah, so called fetchh our beloved eyma la kn . Den went off to BEDOK ! ya ampon aku ryndu bedok ! itu dulu la tmpt aku bersama jeng jeng jeng .laaaaaa cite 2006 2007 2008 oiii . but still KENANGAN TERINDAH antara kau dan aku . LOL . Yeah marry go round carik blk ape ? blk 218 ye teman² , da mcm hijrah oiii . aku da cakap ape? jln depan korg tk cayeee . itu tmpt aku dulu ehkk . hahahahahaa.... lyke finaly !!!!!!! collecctt eyma spec den took bus 25 from bedok interchnge downnn to AMK HUB . which dis three lil piGG tdo da mcm bus sndr. yg aku tdo siap bareng lg. pnt nak gile ok dari PAGI saye ulang skali lg dari PAGI !!!! LOL . hujan oii td. tk ke nikmatt bile dpt tdo tu kn .. .. LOL
went to AMK centrl had our dinner? at 6pm? can la ehkk . we had our mee sotoo . ATLAST ! lepas mengidam aku ok !!! whyle havng our dinner , ape lg kte gossip oii . && yeah bz talkd abt school stuff . aduh !!!
STRESS !!! DOne with everything la kn . homesweethome ~

1287EterniTy !

aku syg kau ok !

satu kayco dgn spec aru : yg satu kayco bus da dtg LOL

kaytot nyeee akuuu

DIA BUDAK SEKOLAH ALJUND !

blackness us

I MISS THIS LIL GIRL SO VERYY MUCHH OK !
NURISHHH YOURE DEARLYY MISSD !
how i wishh i can hug u again
how i miss u calld me 'kakak'
IMYSVFM la SYG !
PLS TAKE A VERY VERY VERY GOOD CARE OF MY NURISHH OK !!
muaxx ~

♥♥

2010-01-05T15:15:00.000-08:00

HELLO :)

time check 2:52pm .
today my dayy off . good girl in the house . ahee .
nothing muchh to do , busyy on the phone with cik sal .
thank you cik sal .
our conversation just endd ok . talkd about my school things.
ahee.

lets talk about yesterdayy outinGG .

yess ! mr.zarin .
teman semonyett ku .

Suppossingly mit hym by 3pm at Novena . Yet i was oversplt . woke up at 1.30pm ,called hym chnged tyme at 4pm instead . Yet i was late . i reached Novena mrt 5pm .Sorry! ahee .

So he fetch me from Novena mrt down to Shaw Plaza . Yeah, my 1st tyme went der ok !

tak jakon pon kte biase aje . =P

We watchd

Yeah all on me . ur welcum zarin . ahee . the movie was not that bad but BUT very complicated && ders one part aku tekejot oii . zarin aku tau muke aku burok dat tyme .so diam! lol .
Done with the movie we had kfc for dinner . thank you zarin ! wee~
At arnd 8pm , lyke we had no idea wer to go . So riding off to northpoint bought for lil bro school stuff den took a ride off to my homelandd .

ok ppl aku baekk ok .alek tk jaO² malam ok . tk gtu zarin? haha

thank you soo very muchh zarin .
i do really had a great day with you .
ahee .

Brand New Year !

2010-01-04T03:50:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 10th BDAY TO MY BELOVED LIL BROTHER MOHAMED ASYRAF BIN MOHAMED ALI ! ILY SO VERYY MUCHH OK . .

as i already promise you, i will get for you . your superGame thingz so i will !
just waitt && see ok afaf ku syg ! da besar da adek aku niee ..

:)

&& Yeah
HAPPY 18th BDAY TO MD KHAIRI ALIAS !

&&

im not that late to say
HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE !
ahee .

Sunday 03.01.2010

Yeah i was late , Oversplt ! Due to OTF with my G.O.S.S.I.P partner up till 4am ! thanx girl ! LOL .
So yeah work load was yada yada kinda bored .
At arnd 7.40pm anshory && Dan cum to fetch me up So Gyeah i left the shop early . Suppossingly i work midshift 12-8pm bt heyy arlyn soo kind ok. ahee .
So took bus from suntec heading home . thaNx to the two of you la kn .step hero anta paii tangge uma aku . to dan next tyme spray perfume satu botol bro ,ilang baO² yg kau tk ingini . betol tk anshory? LOL memba kene tahan idong dudok dlm bus sbela abg LA ! haha

Saturday 02.01.2010

Midshift && yeah tyme running super slow ehkk . i was very sleepyy .
bY 8pm signiNg off .met BEB faZ && shyda && my so called dairy farm memba la kn .
had our dinner den slackd at marina sQ &&
atlast homesweethome before 11pm.
thanx to cik Omar ,faz daddy sen me home . ahee

Friday 01.01.2010

HAPPY NEW YEAR ! welcum 2010 !

GYeah ! working with my superB lazy eyezzz ok ! Due to countdwn & went home very very late !

Done with work , at 8pm met my G.O.S.S.I.P girlz at Orchrd took train down to Bishan Coffee Beann .. ye aku tahu korg suke sgt sbb itu tmpt kenangan aku dgn kekasih silam aku yg masih aku simpan baek² dalam ati aku ini . hmm

Yeah strt our gossip && eyma so the smngt kasi aku taklimat whyle fika bz camwhrng . i was so freaking stress ok . dari aku nye problem pai la ke satu cite ke cite skola ke cite nta zaman bile . kekek . check check da kul 11.45PM ok ! Reachd home lyke 12++ am ! aduh ! && yeah cntinue our story otf till 3am ! tk ke gile tu . but to eyma && fika thank you sooo veryy muchh . yes i do ! i need eyma && fika opinionz ! itu amat penting ok ! ;)

yee aku paleng ketot !

Thursday 31.12.2009

BYE 2009 ~
:(

wrkng midshft . && suppossingly by 7pm hvta go for my chck up bt last min papa call said "da cancel la ,adek nnt alek tros" so fast game i calld mama & ask permision gonna cntdwn with asyraf amad & sis & sis fren .

So yeah met asyraf aniQ at cityhall mrt at 6.45pm , heading off to orchrd met hys 'sistaz' had our dinner .As both of hys sista goin home soo the two of us walkd from orchrd to suntec bustop just to waste our tyme . itu monyet mmg tktau diam . menyooonyeh aje . aku pnt oii .
we took bus headd off to khatib . Something happnd la kn dlm bus . tkpe nyet aku tau kau pnt .aku tk kn paisey kn kau . tkmo worry . LOL ! aku nk ktawe kuat² oiii !

We Reachd khatib 11.48pm . i was uber excited ok !
busy camwhrng whyle our MP busy talking . wakaka .

celebrate our NEW YEAR !
TAUFIK BATISAH IN THE HOUSEE !!
sunggoh setiap gerak tari nye aku perhatikan .
Dan itu telah mengingatkn aku pd seseorg . hmm .

NEW YEAR mahh tolak tepi kejap all dos sad sad swing suckk stuff .
&& btw pardon me everybdy for not sms-ing you guys wish new year lyke i used to , due to my hp bill so budget² .ahee

HAPPY NEWW YEAR PEEPS !!

By 12.30am we took bus heading off to Northpoint Starbucks 24/7 kn . so yeah slacked till 2.30am . Since asyraf was lyke damn tired so forced hym take cab home , same goes to sis fren . as for me & sis , we walkd from northpoint to our homesweethome due to no more bus.pfft!
&& hmm
Amad cant make it cause he still at hys work place so yeah . aku ryndu brother aku itu ok !
brother aku msg aku touchhhd la sgt². thank you amad ! ahee .

memba jendol nie kate"sila0 la~"pfft

weeee waiting for my Taufik Batisah ok

happy bday fatima

memba jadi sopan coz da nantok .LOL

take 1 (tktau diam)

take 2 (tktau diam)

take 3 (muke monyet dia bagi)

take 4 (gasak kau la nakk)

hys && her

Asyraf && ain

i do njoii myselff ok ! wee ~

Wednesday 30.12.2009

Yeah busyy with all dos stock && i was uber
XHAUSTED PPL !

Tuesday 29.12.2009

CHIPMUNKk was soo damn freakinGG cute ok !!!!
awwwwwwwww !
i wanna ownn em can?
had great nyte with my two lil bro && eyma , fika , hafiyah , zahid & fika's cuzin .

with my two beloved brother !
(all onn me)ilove em

miss nur rafika

ok done ! till here for now . i m soooo tired .betta of ta bed now. later , going out with my teman romantik semonyet zarin ku.
So take care peeps !

2009-12-29T16:28:00.000-08:00

I`m suffering again ?! YA ALLAH ! my stomachh. its killng me early in the morning . Yeah wrking just for an hour today . aint funny ok ! I threw out b4 step out marina sQ . paisey siol . but wateva . cannot tahan mahh . falling sick lyke again . pfftt .
bt dis super degil girl still gonna mit my peeps later & gyeah watch our chipmunkk ! cnt waitt tho im lyke feeling soo sick . i dont care ! =P

Lets talk abt last nyte . Yeah yesterday wrkng load not that bad la kn . at arnd 9pm met my gossip girl eyma . kte mcm hindustan tk menjd gtu ehk eyma .LOL . so took train off to bishan slackd at macD J8 for 2hrz plus. strt our gossip , pai tebalek air eyma oii . wakaka . from one story to one story mcm² storiessss . i lyke ~ my gossip girl wen ding dong ok !!
soo yeah homesweethome . Reachd home hp rang rong ring , on the fon till olmost 4am ok .
Yeah really had fun talking with you . smpi tekak aku naek kering kontang oii . apape pon THANX ! youre good listener laaa .... aheee

Gossip patner

SUNDAY 27.12.2009

MAI FAMILY DAY `09

superB !
really had fun && njoii myself ok ...

this is my situation

i like this pic .aku mcm sweet gtu .
(prasan kn aku ,muke sardin 4okuali je)

nyce kn

my all !

ifa the girl && ain Gajah kurus !LOL

...more pics at my facebook okaez !

OK peeps i betta off now .
i hvta be at orchrd by 6pm okaez .
yeah 10 peeps will b watchng alvin & chipmunk 2 ..
WOW !

love you .

december `09?!

2009-12-27T02:51:00.000-08:00

time check 2:04

Hello peeps ! im really sorry for not updating this few days ? as iam very very very busy !!

soo here we go a short summrry for wat ive been doing this few dayys .

.. been working for the whole week most of my hours from 12-10pm !!!!! im uber Xhausted !

merry Xmas la ehkk . huhuxX !

xmas eve && xmas itself was damn busy i tell ya ! been workng from 12pm-12am ! setengah mati ok ! went home took cab !! $ !! argh ! reachd home at 1am . thats aint funny okaez cos the following day i still hvta work ! -_-"

wednesday 23.12.2009

wrkng from morning till everning , aftr maghrib headd off to ahmad ibrahim mQs had our mitting regrding 'our family day' dis sun . den we celebratd our beloved sis amni 2*th bdayy ! yeah me && tita bought the cake ok . cian kte due ehk Qa ~ lol . at 10pm we went to
pasar malam at yishun mrt ! had our wantan !! abglip jeles !! hahaha .
& yeah forcd tita to walk from yishun mrt to khatib mrt . tita ok go . asl kn mulot dpt mengunyah kn ! ahax

Tuesday 22.12.2009

yeah wrking from morning till everning , met sis at her wrk place raffles hospital at arnd 8pm . den yeah she acmpnd me to bugis st , i grab shoeza ok ! kasot aku da bekecai gaji lom masok so kte li cheap cheap nye je la kn . LOL

Monday 21.12.2009

working from 9am -6pm ALONE ok ppl ! den at 6++pm joey came !
hanya allah sahaje yang tahu betape azab nye aku keje . ade ke patut aku nk terpee, ku call outlet dekat² , dorg suro uat dlm plastic . GILE ! tk pnh² oi . so called millenia walk & askd for annabel staff to cum & take a look my store while aku lg pee pee .. aduh!
btw thnx joey for the chicken curry super SEDAP~
yeah wrkng till 10pm . pfft .

Sunday 20.12.2009

working 12-10pm . busy with pharmcy counter . me & arlyn spring cleaning springGing oii !

before

after.

Saturday 19.12.2009

i spent my day nyte at pasir ris park with rafiqa's family !
yeah !
thank you guys ! i do really had fun !! I LOVE YOU LA ! wee~

pmp us !

credit to adik

tita ckp mcm chipmunk ! kongsam kamu

im loving it ! lol

i love her so muchh !
i jus upld some here ,the rest at my facebook so yeah u guys can browse der okaez ?! =)

Friday 18.12.2009

working morning till everning mahh .
den headd off to causeway point met mr.monkey asyraf aniQ .
so called lyke fetch hym gtu la kn .
yeah we went off to khatib central macD & he had hys dinner .
done with all that , we chilld opp blk 846 .
since our hp same E63 so yeah forcd hym to send me all those cool nyce themez bt my hp so PMP (prangai mcm pantat) tooo bad cnt open any of those themez . pfft .
so yeah laugh here & der . i shoot hym he shoot me back .
i called hym monkey , memba tkley tahan ! he called me baBOON pantat merah .
KONGJA KAU MONYET !
so yeah that monkey mulot taktau senyap dudok tktau diam so aku snap die nye gmbr .
amek kau nyett !!

monyet menyonyeh kala mak nyah !

muke mintak kene sepak jaO²

monyet tekentot abeh nk step 'ahhh kan'

step mane nyela konon pdhal aku ketot jgk kang

pose mcm bdk slenge kn ini monyet

top nyet model .

yeah ini monyet tktau malu suro org uat album pt facebook tarok die nye gambar .
muke mane nyeee je ehkk .
ahaxx !

heyy yeah my pre post jus ignore it la k peeps . && yea special thank to

NUR RAFIQA RASID
ABG KHAIRUL KHALIF
ASYAF ANIQ
&&
ZARIN

ey actly msn with me dat tyme while i was down msn with dat stupid babi utan !
so yeah thank you guys for helping me && cheer me up dat i shld say miDnyte . ahee .

to zarin kwn semonyet ku , yela kau da cheer up aku pe so now my turn to cheer u up ok ?!
yela bbl macm makcik² pn aku ni tetap kwn kau ape kn . so yeah nx outing will be on me okaez ?!

take care peeps !

cant wait few more hours to go !
our MAI FAMILY DAY 2009 !
wee ~~
ok i betta off ta bed now , hvta to be @ sembawang park  by 8am
love you !
muaxx !

#$@%^&* !

2009-12-17T02:08:00.000-08:00

TO YOU ! YES YOU !
YOURE SUPER F**KING JERKK !
THIS IS MY 1ST TIME CALL A GUY JERK ! SERIOUSLY YOU ARE ! I HATE YOU TO NO LIMIT !
THO THERES SO MANY GUYS CUM & GO IN MY LIFE , & YEAH SOME OF THEM ACTLY DID HURT ME , THO MY EXS BETRAYED ME , LEFT ME HERE HURT BUT I NEVER HATE THEM AT ALL . BUT FOR YOU ! REMEMBER THIS TAKE NOTE OF THIS ! AKU DA PANGKA KAU BESAR² . SO JANGAN PERNAH TERHEGEH² CARIK AKU !
YOURE THE 1 KEEP CHASING ME ALL THIS WHILE . I GAV YOU AN ADVICE FOR YOUR OWN FUTURE BUT SHOOT ME WITH ALL THOSE BAD WORDz. NO ONE DID THAT TO ME B4 ! THATS IT! I WONT CRY OR FEEL BAD DOWN OR WHAT SO EVER !

YOU CAN JUST DUMP YOURSELF IN TRASH BIN !

Yeah he was the 1 who pm me at the msn , tup tup shoot org tu mcm ! dasar gile babi ar tu anak ! sukati kau la babi utan !

2009-12-16T22:09:00.000-08:00

Yesterday work load was not that bad :)
Met ika at raffles city at 5pm . ika stress shoppng her ALDO thing ! aku jeles ok ! we went marry go round ! no money mahh so yeah ! pfft . somebody please ! im craving for new wallet ! AX , GUESS or ..... ahee .. slacked at marina sQ den had our Qiji . so many stories ok people . lol . go round & round from one shop to othrs . seriously i was xhausted okaes bt heyy shes my bbygirl watt. So anything for her la kn . so yeah on my way home .aku nk jato ehk pat dpn ntuc ! tula sebok kn hp , mak aku jgk kene mara .yeah fought with my mum last nyte ! im really sorry ma . but yeah , we`re ok now !~ ahee .

tkley upld laen² gmbr ,sexy ! nanti tita mara ! ahee

ily ! ahee .
thank you ika !
ingt ika dpt bonus share nan aku !

Monday 14.12.2009

yeah ! outing with bro fiQ , & yeah ppl still wonder kn kn kn .
bro fiQ actly my exboyF cuzin !
YUP ! AFIQ ALIAS ARSYAD nye CUZIN !
wat a small earth ?! ehk?!

our outing was lyke ...........
i dont wish to elaborate on that .
tita je tau betape sort nye aku ! ahax!
hys having pms i guess . asek angen aje!
but seem aftr watchd the princess frog . bro fiQ mood chnged ok!
& yeah ! aku sekse die , suro jln from orchrd to suntec!
best kn ?!
slacked at suntec , org tu kebulo oii .
tula b4 movie aku sdap mkn BK org tu jual mahal kn . gasak la kn .
tho hys 22 , prangai kanak² ok !
& yeah hys smaller then me . kene kacao abes² oii ! member muke binget aje.
as i told ya that ain PMM
prangai mcm monyet .
so nk kua dgn aku kene tahan jela .
ni tk , die angen² plk .aku kene diam je mcm, jln angkt jenazah ? sape yg tahan oi .
he said "im piss off with u"
apape la bang oii .
as u LIL sis , i respect u that y i shut my mouth wen u turn to black cat ! hahaha

btw thnx for the movie . & yeah sorry la adek mu tktau diam !

somebody anyone ?

2009-12-14T12:42:00.000-08:00

yeah . i woke up Quite early today ! woke up at 9am i think ! ahee . tho i tdo so late gtu at 3am , on the fon with bro fiQ. lol . Gyeah ! goin out with hym later ! bro fiQ. ppl must wonder ryte? haha .

Yesterday was my so UNLUCKY DAY ! woke up in the morning my ear bleeding ! i myself dnt know y & wat actly happn .
den reachd my work place . i just reliasd i forgt my unifrm !!
i admit ! i cried ok ! aku memang cry baby apee .sikit² nanes! ahee . & yeah my beloved papa so sweett ok ! he came down my work place jus to sent my unifrm ! i`m DADDY's babygirl watt . *winkk

tho i was uber xhausted coz wrking hrs from 12-10pm . i still on the fon with hym ok . hee . yeah im the girl who loves to talk something ding dong watt . bro fiQ so the garang . adek takot tahu! haha . so yeah plannd for our outingg all stuff .

I acmpnd hym wacth soccer ok ! so yeah he was lyke bz with soccer i was bz with my MTV HITS . At 3am he cant take it nimore so he askd me to go sleep as he wanna sweetdreams too . LOL . tapi ini adek ade sikit degil la kn . ahee . So yeah ! end our conversation den sweetdreams yaww .

i called bro fiQ just now , as he askd me to wake hym up today at 12 ! ahee .
& Y am i still here ehk?
bro fiQ da memekak suro g siap ! haha .

ok ppl love you
muaxx

mrs . Arifain

2009-12-12T23:09:00.000-08:00

ARIF RAHMAN

ain ownn arif

iam uber excited NOW !

berokk ure so WASIM la !

AIN SUKE INI ARIF LA !
DIE SUNGGOH CUTE !
hys my 2nd BoyF ok ? can ?

DARIN ZANYAR 150609
ARIF RAHMAN 121209

ahee .

GirlFrienddss

2009-12-08T19:13:00.000-08:00

MONDAY 07.12.2009

girlfriendss outingg !
Xalsagoffianz !
9yrs of frenship still coutingg onn !

yesterdayy was well spent with mygf's eyma cine && fika emo .
I met fika at 11.15am at khatib mrt! She accompanied me to jurong east maybank settled my stuffie. We off to orchard , met eyma & 2 other girls from aljunied nadia & rabiatul . walkd to far east & had our lunchh . hell we laugh lyke crazy monkeyy ! mind us ,nadia & rabiatul . Thats my 1st tyme hangout with the 2 girls , but mulot aku mane tau diam kn .. haha . After lunchh nadia & rabiatul hv something on so yeah left the 3 babi'z ! We went to ION Coffee Beans , so many stories oii !! Its been few years i didnt met em ok !
We off to Penisular plaza , ey bought top & perfume. ain sokk alim oi tk beli apape . ahax!
Slacked at Esplanade till 8pm plus camwhrngg lyke ding dong & went to AMK HUB ! ey bought frenship rings ! sweet sugar la korgg ! Off to amk centrl ,eyma bought shoes ! aduh ! shoppingg maot la korg !
10pm plus homesweethome .. ahee .
kaki nk tecabot ehkk. kte ukor jalan .lol

THANKS FOR THE GREAT DAY !!!

fika emo && eyma cine '99

semangat ma0t kn dorg !
aku yg nk sgt tules tp da dpt bola dorg yg mcm nk rak

da mcm nk uat exam !LOL

lyke her own diary gtu! LOl

to fika emo .from eyma cine

to ain ketot . from eyma cine

to mybabylove ! i miss them!

to eyma & fika !

Most of our picz wif eyma .
once she upld ,u guys can chck it out at her facebook ok !
btw thnx to my 2 babi'z for my new nick
AIN KETOT !
aku la paleng ketot kn smlm !
da la ketot celik pulak tu tapi pekak !
&& yeah we called each other babi ,eyma fav word ! LOL

SUNDAY 06.12.2009

Woke up by fiQa's msg . I forced myself out of bed !
Reached Ahmad Ibrahim mQs before 10am , suppossingly hvta be der before 9am . biase la kn jnji fiQa & ain .ahax!

Ahmad Ibrahim mQs Event "Graduation`09" .

We helpd teacher's & ustazah's to look after all the kids ! aku happy nk gile la ehhkk .. i love kids soooooo veryy deepp deepp gitu kn ! It was FUN !!
After that event, we went to northpoint ! had our LJS for lunchh ! seems we hav no plan , i forced fiQa to wacth NEW MOON ~~ tkpela kn tita , twilight pn kau teman aku ape last yr, so new moon pn kene nan kau .. ahee !

imran , fiQa's son !

mother & son

aint ey all cute !

NEW MOON !

i love you tita ! thank you ehhhkk ..

IMY !

2009-12-04T23:18:00.000-08:00

i miss mybabylove so muchh!!!

khaifezah bbygirl , i miss working with her @ NLB !

khalisha babygirl , miss toking crapz with this hawt mama !
partner with her was so damn best !
we blast NLB Bishan ok! lol

AHMAD ! i miss dis amadcikk so freaking muchh ok !
he says "remember we`re brother & sister till eternity !"aint he sweet? hys my bestboyfren ever !

'ABG' Zarin ! mr.Paita0 ! ahax ! hys my secndry skoolmate !
he missed me dearly & wanna go out with me & dis tyme its my turn to treat hym ,since our 1st nyte outing which is 2mthz back, he paid for the movie & everythng .. so yeah ! CALL me if u miss me or wanna go out with me !
no need to paisey² !

'ADIK' SyafiQ ! 1 day will lepak-ing & i will treat u ok ?!

muke tk malu mtk org blanje die .. haha

AKU RINDU KAWAN KAWAN AKU LA ! 
RINDU SANGAT SANGAT ! 

KORG CAKAP KORG RINDU AKU TAPI MACAM TAK JE !
ain bebual berok . ahee

I MISS YOU
I LOVE YOU
MUAXX